This is the story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world... with her words, on her blog, that no one actually cared to read.
Alright, that actually sounded a lot more dramatic than I really am. Let's face it, the only thing I tend to find myself getting dramatic over is whether or not my favorite member of some pop band has a girlfriend. It's a big problem in society, okay? No judgement on this blog. Although I must admit, I always thought I'd be over and done with my fangirl ways by the time I reached 18 years old.
That theory has been proven beyond wrong.
Yes, I am a Directioner. Just gonna put that out there. I believe it's literally impossible to not have major crushes on these boys after watching an interview or listening to a few songs. They can definitely charm the pants off anyone, and with voices like that (and sexy accents) it's quickly turned into a pure fascination.
I do have another band that just so happens to consume another part of my life, and that band would be Emblem3. Three gorgeous boys who have amazing talent and amazing hearts are hard not to fall in love with. They stand for such great things, such as Team Insprire, and honestly, who doesn't need a bit of inspiration to help them get through those long days?
I can already feel myself looking back on this post in a couple years and laughing at my patheticness.
Now don't worry, my life doesn't only consist of bands. I'm a pretty big fan of YouTube and can get lost for hours and hours watching videos from vloggers such as JacksGap, PointlessBlog, MarcusButlerTV, tyleroakly, TheOliWhiteTV, and SamPepper. I actually aspire to do something like what they do, except I'm not that funny and I'm not that attractive, so I don't know if anyone would watch me. Which is why I started this blog, because I have a lot to say and need to get it out, but this way I don't have to worry about my face!
Maybe one day I'll go for my dream of becoming a YouTuber, but that's in the future. For now I'm focusing of graduating high school, which is a much bigger task than you'd think. I can't seem to get myself out of bed to actually go to school because, well, it sucks. I honestly don't see the point in structuralized learning, but that's a whole different rant I'll be adding to a different blog post.
You may be wondering where I'm going to school next year, since I did say a couple of lines above that I'm graduating, (If you didn't notice, then listen carefully, or don't). I would love more than anything to get out in the world and aquire different life experiences. I'm hoping to spend a month out in London next year and also want to see if I can spend any time in Ireland as well. There's so much of this world I haven't seen and don't know about. Some people aren't as lucky as m to have the extra years of my life to get the chance to explore.
Though since I do sometimes fall short to the peer pressure of society, until I can find a way to provide for myself and my future without a degree, I'll most likely be attending community college courses. This way if what I want to do ends up requiring a college degree, I will have one. It's always something good to own I guess.
What I'd really like to happen, and what does happen in my dream world, is that I write a best selling book that gives me enough money to travel around and gain some more life experience so I can write more books before settling down to have a family. A girl can only dream.
I figure a blog is a great way to start out. My plan is to post anything I have on my mind ranging from new experiences, concerts I've gone to, movies I've seen, opinions, or just random thoughts. Maybe I'll gain some people who want to read about my life, maybe I won't. It's the Internet, and like Shakespeare says, "I like this place and could willingly waste my time in it."
